Got a lot to do today. Been trying to keep myself busy so I don't think about things.
Whether I will get it all done today...is another matter.
Gotta go to the post office, bank, see a friend at the park, pick up Chris, go to the tip, go to the shop....and so on. Never-ending list at the moment lol.
I'm still feeling horrendously down in the dumps. Lee no longer wishes to speak to me. I won't admit that it hurts...because I like to atleast stay friends with people...but then at the same time...I don't think I want to be friends with someone who can hurt me so bad and not even care or show a hint of emotion. Heartless and cold it seems. I don't have time for people like that in my life. Unfortunately I wasted a huge chunk of my life with this person...but you live and you learn.
The friend I am seeing later at the park is someone who made my life a bit unbearable at school. She was part of the gang of people that eventually made me leave. I couldn't cope. However...people grow up (you would hope) and she realised she was a bitch..as she quoted...and we get along fine. So might aswell...nothing to lose. I need friends more than ever right now anyway. She knows i'm in a fragile state.
Last thing before I go...
A random picture: Chris' kitty....Ellie. Isn't she gorgeous? :) xx
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